Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Camino de Ronda


After a week of camping in my Poustinia/Retreat House by the lake in the company of a rotating group of family and friends (who visited, texted, phoned, Facebook messaged, listened, objected, advised, supported, and ultimately helped me to change my plans);  I have sorted out my weighty dilemma at last:

To walk the Camino de Santiago (the Way of St. James, Apostle of Christ) again next week or not, that WAS the BIG QUESTION.

And today the answer is immanently clear:  it is my part to walk my own way toward God in the very circumstances of my life, all the days of my life, even right here, right now, and MOST ESPECIALLY with each one of you ❤️

Yes, I’ll be walking the Camino de Ronda, and neither God nor I would have it any other way.



Wednesday, May 1, 2019

Note to a dear friend

Tom King Wavering is good and smart you did it once that's enough
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  • Ronda Troy Watts Mr. King (Tom!), you have reached into my heart and indeed found the crux of the matter. When I decided in Feb. that I COULD try again, I felt that my Camino last year was incomplete. But after attending the national conference and hearing so many stories of other Americans on the Camino, I came to accept and embrace the experience I had last year. Indeed I DID accomplish my goal which was to say "Yes!" to my dream of walking the Camino, to leave the comforts of home to walk along the ancient pilgrimage trail to become closer to Jesus and to bring all of my loved ones and friends with me to the tomb of St. James. The conditions on the trail were just so impossible that our marching cry actually became, "to infinity, no, to INSANITY and beyond!" Danger of bodily harm was lurking everywhere and I became disengage because I didn't feel we had a sporting chance. So when we reached the Church of the Crucifix (no less!!!!!) I left my intentions at the statue of St. James and told my friend Laura that I felt my pilgrimage was complete and that if anything should happen to me in the next few days to not feel bad for me. And the very next day was my last on the trail. Truly I do not feel that I left my Camino undone. And so I no longer think that I "have" to go back and finish.  <3

Monday, April 29, 2019

To Go or Not to Go, THAT is the question!

Hi Friends!

In just two weeks,  I have a plane ticket to return to the Camino de Santiago de Compostella (on the French Way) to begin where I left off last time: about two days' walk past Pamplona in a little town called Maneru, Navarra.

I became full of enthusiasm for this idea back in February when I attended a small Camino Cafe and talked to some folks about my trip last summer and the viability of continuing on.

Next there was a national American Pilgrims on the Camino gathering right here in North Carolina which I attended with 300 other Americans who were interested in taking their first or their second, third, fourth, etc. Camino!  Several members from our Raleigh chapter came along and we had the most amazing weekend.  We heard presentations from people who studied various parts of the pilgrimage trail,  those who walked a thousand or more miles through France to reach Santiago, and some who had injuries and had to stop their Camino fairly soon like I did.

There were also presentations on First Aid and blister care, strategies for packing, the joy of bringing college students along, and many books, crafts, travel services, and stories from fellow pilgrims sharing their interests and experiences too.

By the end of the weekend, I had come to feel like a true, card-carrying Pilgrim, and that the tale of my particular trek was just as valid as that of others who had walked much farther along The Way.  In fact the minimum mileage required to receive a Certificate of Completion is 100 k/62 miles (but it must be the LAST miles, ending at the Cathedral of Santiago de Compostela, Spain.)   In short, real passion for the Camino and the people who have walked it took ahold of me and I thought that I should return to the trail and walk a little more before diving in to start helping others.

Not even a week later, a priest friend who had also walked the Camino and given retreats about it came to town.  When I told him that I went last summer (and found myself lying on a dirt road somewhere out there and thinking, "This is pretty comfortable!"),  and wanted to return again, he nodded knowingly at my experience and then prayed, "Father, IF IT IS YOUR WILL, then OPEN THE DOORS!!!"

Now I guess it is up to me to prepare for my trip and also try to determine whether GOD's WILL is in it too.

Hoo boy.

:)